Slap-up thought #6

A girl to a guy trying to touch her, "Itna frustrate mat ho ki ek din castrate ho jayega"

 ( Don't be so frustrated that you get castrated one day). Lolz.. Fits those kinda buggers. :)

From the movie Rocket Singh.

Cheers,
Chandana C. Shekar

Random Thoughts Of An Idle Mind

I have so many thoughts running on my mind since today morning. It happens when you sit idle I guess. After all, an idle mind is a devil's workshop right? When too many things are on your mind, you just can't write in detail about one thing, can you? Atleast I can't. Can't put my grey mater to work on one particular topic to put up my views on it. But yeah, I'm so restless today that I wanna pen down something here, my very own space in the blogosphere. Maybe I would feel a bit light after that! I hope so atleast!

Well, I saw a picture on my friend Divya's phone. I've put it up here. Felt it's true. When you've truly loved somebody, come what may, you can never ever stop loving that person. Can just stop showing somebody you love, but that doesn't mean you can stop loving him/her. When you hear a romantic song, or see a couple walk hand in hand , when you want a shoulder to lean on to, or even when you wanna call up somebody and shout with joy that you cracked the toughest exam in the country, you will end up remembering only that person. You will invariably end up sighing, 'How I wish...'. Even if you haven't seen that person since ages, even if things had gone really ugly between you both, even if you know for sure that he/she made a joke out of your feelings, even if that person was very mean to you, you would just end up counting on the good times spent and all the other things would be just negated. And yeah, just the same way, I strongly feel, when you hate somebody, come what may, you would any day hate that person. How much ever you try not to, if you really hate that person, you can just avoid that person, but never forgive and forget the ugly things that would have happened to you because of that person.This especially holds true when you're a very friendly person and in you're whole life time, you would genuinely hate only one or two people for the harm caused to you. Well, I feel so.

I was watching a movie the other day. There was one line in the movie which said , "Some love stories are not great epic novels, but short stories. But it doesn't mean to say that they are less filled with love". Very true. Sometimes, you listen to the tragic love stories and your eyes get wet. And the people who have lived those stories, well, whoever they would live with later on, their heart would still miss a beat for the old fling.A sigh will surely get out.Nobody can ever forget their 'ex'. Just like how a first date can never be perfect, a first crush or first love, many a times may never materialize. But it never fails to stay on in your memory until you go to grave.

There is one more thing on my mind. I feel, decisions are hard to make. They really are. When finally made, with a lot of difficulty and courage and help from others too, if in case those decisions turn out to be the wrong ones, well, it would curb you even more. Let alone repenting it for your life, the next time you have to make an important one, you're gonna be shit scared. Just hope a nervous breakdown doesn't happen!!

I framed my Grad day photo and put it on my study table. Reason? Well, just that I felt I looked good for a change!! Lolz. But since the past few hours since I did that, I spotted my Mom going and having a look at it like some six times!! I realised one thing. Whatever it is, whoever you find in life, friends, boyfriends, colleagues , etc etc,... nobody will ever cherish you like your parents. They may not show. Maybe because they spend all their time doing the responsibilities they ought to and finally have no time to show you how much they love you. But they love you the most in the world. Nobody can ever be proud of you more than them. Whether you are Kennedy or Princess Diana or Kalam or Julia Roberts or the useless yourself, they will still feel proud of you. Glad god created parents :)

Used to love being jobless once upon a time. And now, I guess that's the thing I hate the most. I've been so khaali since morning that I have kinda checked the clock almost every fifteen minutes. I know I gotta study, but for reasons best known to me, I just am not able to do that. I need an angel to help me now I guess!!

Well, this is called 'random scribbling'. No organisation, no second thougts, just what's on my mind. Maybe this is what is called 'restlessness'.!!

Until next time,
Chandana C. Shekar

J-L-T

For some reason, I'm in love with the picture I've posted in my previous post. No idea as to why. Life seems relaxed at the moment. Had a 'real' nice time at Shruthi's wedding.I had a few problems to deal with. But nevertheless,everything got sorted out. But yeah, all through the while, I missed a friend. My best friend. When all friends were present at the wedding, this guy was missing. And the fact that he was my best friend made me miss him more. Anyways, maybe I need to get used to it. He lives far from here now, and sure won't be able to make it for the forthcoming friends' weddings too. But still, few friends can't be replaced I guess. I just don't get the comfort level that he and I shared, with anybody else..Well, maybe this is why they say, 'All happy things come to an end'. :-(

I'm glad I got a 3 day break from the hospital :) Missed two continous OPDs. All thanks to Shruthi's wedding :)

Mysore's weather is back to its normal pace. Just the way I love it. Cool, cold, drizzling, raining... Just the way I always loved Mysore. :) But everybody's so busy with their lives , that my friends and I don't get to hang out much liked we used to do earlier.. Wish to go to Chamundi Hill for a drive someday now.. :)

Watched a movie "The other end of the line". Oh, I loved it absolutely. Two completely different people and one cute sweet love story.That's how I always love stories. Any girl who is romantic would love to live that story. I would...Any day!!

Haven't got to talk to my brother for a while now. That's pretty unusual with me. Well, maybe I'll call him today.

Well, a lot more stuff happening in life. But as we always say, its 'nothing significant'. So, I'll call it a night here.

Take care people. Cheers :)

Chandana C. Shekar

You say it best when you say nothing at all..

It's been said, 'Music, is love in search of a word'. What more can it seek when it finds an amazing rhyme? It then turns from just love, to romance. Romantic songs always and always make your day. And everybody at sometime or the other wishes to have a song of their own. You might listen to a song and say, 'How I wish that will be my story sometime'. Or you may even think, 'How can somebody love somebody so much?'. Or maybe, just 'Nice song yaar!'.

Music is music to me, no two ways about me. Love loads and loads of songs. But there's one particular song, that always makes me go weak in my knees. It's a song by Ronan Keating, called 'You say it best when you say nothing at all'.Come on yaar, just the caption of the song is so impressive and it says it all!! I love a song more for its lyrics than music. Music and Lyrics are both equally essential for a song, I agree. But lyrics are something deeper than the music. Music can speak a different thing to different people. But lyrics say it out and touch your soul, in a very subtle way. Music and Lyrics of this song is so god-damn good!! .I'm sure all you guys would have heard this song. For those who haven't, here it goes-

It's amazing, how you, can speak right to my heart

Without saying a word, you can light up the dark

Try as I may, I could never explain

What I hear, when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face, lets me know that you need me

There's a truth in your eyes, saying you'll never leave me

The touch of your hand says you'll catch me, whenever I fall

You say it best..

When you sayNothing at all...

All day long, I can hear people talking out loud

But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd

Try as they may, they could never define

What's been said, between your heart and mine

The smile on your face, lets me know that you need me

There's a truth in your eyes, saying you'll never leave me

The touch of your hand says you'll catch me, whenever I fall

You say it best..

When you sayNothing at all...

Isn't it awesome? I loved the movie in which the song is featured too - 'Notting Hill'. Oh, its my all time favourite movie. Amazing movie and amazing song :) This song was being played on my ipod and I felt I should write about it :)

p.s. - You can watch the video of this song at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AuJrEBtmM1Q . I strongly recommend you do :)

Chandana C. Shekar