Aarrgghh !!

For the first time in my internship, I'm regretting being on leave :( Yeah, you heard it right, It might sound insane, but yeah, its true. I must have said "What the hell", quite a few times now. No intern would repent being on leave. Even I wouldn't in other circumstances. We jump and grab the leaves we can get. But now, there are three things that are making me regret. One- I'm sick :-(. Two- It's happening during Ortho postings of the lot!! Three- I'm royally bored!!! Ortho postings has hardly any work to be done. Coming home by 11.30 am on free days feels nothing else but 'bliss'. And I'm missing out on that.. Wish I had fallen ill during some other postings when I had loads of work to do :( I would have slept with peace..

This fever is so sickening. It's changed from intermittent to continous now. I'm so royally bored sleeping all the time. The only other thing that's happening is that music is playing. And my 'younger' sister keeps advising me to stop it coz she thinks that it'll give me a headache!! My younger sister reigning over me? yeah, I know, power does a lot to people. Mom's not in town.So, my sister thinks she is responsible to look after my health now. Poor girl, she ends up asking me if I want anything umpteen times a day. Mom will be back tomorrow. I'm glad. It's always so nice to have Mom around.

Gave my blood for repeat investigations. Waiting for the reports. Have to call the physician after that. I realise, there are a few advantages being a doctor. Or even a doctors' kid. No need to worry about hospital hours, even for the slightest problems. Things get done anytime. :-) I wouldn't have consulted a physician for this fever. Thought it's viral. But it's been a week and sumptoms aren't reducing.So, my parents need 'expert' opinion for that. lolz. See, when your kith and kin fall sick, you forget that you are a doctor too :-).

My friends are giving me varied diagnosis every time they call me. And they seem to be very sure of it. It's fun when they say, "This disease doesn't usually present like this, but it can you know?"..Yeah, yeah, I know :). See, this is what happens when you know half and half :). Anyways, best one was when somebody said 'swine flu'.. hehehe... How could he say that? But poor guy, i appreciate his concern :)

One of my best friend's wedding got finalised. I'm so happy for her. The wedding's after a year. I just wish it was somewhere at a more nearby date. I'm sure I'll be a part of it. So wondering if it could happen somewhere now. Atleast would have had some excitement in life. lolz :) . I guess it'll be the first wedding among my 'best' friends. So, pretty excited about it. :)

I seem to have fallen in love with the song 'chor bazaari' from the movie 'Love aaj kal'. Been hearing it over and over again. Love the beats in the song somehow. My sis says that I need to change the song. I've played it so many times that she has the lyrics by-heart itseems.lolz. I won't change. Getting some sadistic pleasure by irritating her ;-) .

Ok, I'm hungry now. Need to go eat something. Feels so good scribbling my mind out. I feel less 'aarrgghh'. I hope you guys don't feel 'aarrgghh' reading it :) . If you do, don't write to me.. Write to..,.maybe...hmmm... My sister... lolz ;-)

Take care

Chandana C. Shekar

You say it best when you say nothing at all..

It's been said, 'Music, is love in search of a word'. What more can it seek when it finds an amazing rhyme? It then turns from just love, to romance. Romantic songs always and always make your day. And everybody at sometime or the other wishes to have a song of their own. You might listen to a song and say, 'How I wish that will be my story sometime'. Or you may even think, 'How can somebody love somebody so much?'. Or maybe, just 'Nice song yaar!'.

Music is music to me, no two ways about me. Love loads and loads of songs. But there's one particular song, that always makes me go weak in my knees. It's a song by Ronan Keating, called 'You say it best when you say nothing at all'.Come on yaar, just the caption of the song is so impressive and it says it all!! I love a song more for its lyrics than music. Music and Lyrics are both equally essential for a song, I agree. But lyrics are something deeper than the music. Music can speak a different thing to different people. But lyrics say it out and touch your soul, in a very subtle way. Music and Lyrics of this song is so god-damn good!! .I'm sure all you guys would have heard this song. For those who haven't, here it goes-

It's amazing, how you, can speak right to my heart

Without saying a word, you can light up the dark

Try as I may, I could never explain

What I hear, when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face, lets me know that you need me

There's a truth in your eyes, saying you'll never leave me

The touch of your hand says you'll catch me, whenever I fall

You say it best..

When you sayNothing at all...

All day long, I can hear people talking out loud

But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd

Try as they may, they could never define

What's been said, between your heart and mine

The smile on your face, lets me know that you need me

There's a truth in your eyes, saying you'll never leave me

The touch of your hand says you'll catch me, whenever I fall

You say it best..

When you sayNothing at all...

Isn't it awesome? I loved the movie in which the song is featured too - 'Notting Hill'. Oh, its my all time favourite movie. Amazing movie and amazing song :) This song was being played on my ipod and I felt I should write about it :)

p.s. - You can watch the video of this song at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AuJrEBtmM1Q . I strongly recommend you do :)

Chandana C. Shekar