Imagine a situation. You happen to (
inevitably) go to one of your fav places ( say a
cafe). You've never been there with anyone else, but one (
special) person. Somebody, in whose life you no longer exist, but who means a hell lot to you. The only person you would want to have back in your life.The only person who went out of his way to bring a smile on your face, and now the only reason for tears to take a peek off your eyes every now n then.. As you walk through the parking lot, memories of that day's journey come alive. The very nice drive, manners at its best, amazing after-rain-weather, songs dedicated, and to top it all, loads of care and affection. Felt no less than a princess that fortunate day.The day you had
realised that it needn't necessarily have to be love for someone to be special. You enter the place and imaginary shadows of you both sitting and chatting appear to you. You blink a couple of times and it disappears to nowhere. Trying to hold back the tears and faking a smile, you place the order and turn around, to see quite a few couples sitting and loafing time, as though nobody's watching. You just give a sigh, and say 'How I wish...', and
right that moment, his fav song starts playing in the background...
Now, isn't that a bit too unfair on you? For the only reason that you genuinely cherished that person...and you still do... ??
Loads of love,
Chandana
20 comments:
Wow.What a fantastic picturisation.
You almost vividly brought before my mind's eye the scene as had happened earier.I liked the way you write.
I dont know whether this was your fictional take or personal experince .but this happened to me in relaity , and once again your words took me to old memories ...Wonderfully written !!:)
ur description is awesome..I could picturise the whole scene perfectly in front of my eyes...
has happened with me too...n i feel its really unfair.....!!
Cheers,
TC :)
super kane... it just made me to the remember the sweetful memories... ya if that special person is not worth of being the special in our life,,we shd let them go,unfair though.. it`s the FATE that matters finally... by the way is this ur Experience/imagination?????
Welcome to my WORLD.. Exactly my feelings at the moment.. So tell me what do you feel about the whole situation.. Dont you also feel angry and MAD an want to kill the person and and and..
Anyway As my friends came to me nd told me DONT WORRY .. I know its hard to do it.. but ignore it and as they say You will Find someone BETTER who makes you feel like a QUEEN and not just a princess..
Why does it happen i dont know , I guess testing TIMEs.. And beleive me you dont have to think of them as Special anymore.. Cause they aint.. YOU ARE SPECIALL and Good RIDDANCE...
Chin up and walk tall..
Take care girl and dont think too much...
awww! so damn unfair! :(
coffee day u had mentioned[bang]?!
@parthasarthi- thank u :)
@adreamygal - thanks :) i wish it was a fictional piece of work :)
@urvashi- thank u :)
@manju- well, wish it was imagination kano.. anyways, thanks :) and sometimes, even if u have to let go of things, its really really tough. and i agree, its fate that finally matters..
@bikram- well, i wish i wud get angry n mad at that person. life wud have been easy then.but unfortunately,i feel bad n depressed n hurt n let down. not angry n able to hate that person.
and yeah, friends always say the same thing. old school u see :) anyways, if soemthing better, then why not this ? thats what i keep wonderin.. i don need better. this wud be enuf if i can get it.
and hey, if soomebody doesn treat u as special, it's not that he/she ain't special to u anymore. will always remain special..
well, thanks for all that anyways, i liked that 'chin up and walk tall' :) Made me smile.. :) Thank u :)
@neha- yup..
@pratap- coffee day-right.. but blore- no. :) Somewhere around Mysore only :)
Hope all is well!!
cheer up... everything will be alright:-)
@swatantra- yup.. kinda..
@manju- thank u :)
good one
thanks karthik
You are always welcome and i am glad you had a smile.
I can answer your queries but it will just bore you .. There are some things you can have and some you dont..
and how do you know this would be enuf if u have not seen whats in store, or what you are going to get..
and yeah they will be special.. But someone more special will turn up... ..
nice post :)
totally terrible feeling....going through some of them right now......
anyways nice write.....keep expressing ur feelings......thats the best way.......
chayan
www.pointsofathourity.blogspot.com
Hi Chandana ur blog is very interesting to me. I would like to follow ur blog. So let me Blogroll u...
hey chandana....
long tyme came bak to ur blog...and this post just brought in old memories....how in life wen u move back to places where u once went with that sumone special...and how u miss those good old days... :)
beautifull post :)
No Doubt!! It would definitely be unfair as long as one keeps on thinking about the past. Even I faced the same situation once but realized that these kind of feelings arise in someone who is idle and who lives his/her own life passively without any active efforts. I've discovered by myself that these kind of feelings arise in a lazy mind without any goals. Then I started keeping some goals(atleast simple goals). And that changed the face of my life. I learnt that the entire happiness lies in the process of learning and striving for a goal,rather than in settling down and enjoying the attained objective. Have a nice day...
@bikram- thanks for all that. im fine :) but yeah, i really don want anybody, be it somebody even better also, to turn up. me tired for all that now :) im fine this way :)
@gourav- thank u :)
@chayan- thanks.. hope u get better :)
@sateesh- thanks . im honoured
@neha- thanks :)
@sateesh- well, first things first. i got a lot of work on my hands right now. infact , 24 hours a day seems less. but still, my mind seems like its stubborn not to forget all this. so its not that im chumma sittin n hence all these thoughts are comin to my mind. im tryin to do my work. its a different story that im not able to do it coz im not feeling great. but yeah, few things from the past, are too tough to avoid. Thanks for commentin :)
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